i almost mess up the basic surgery...

as title....
i did a feline OHE....
but in a step i made a big mistake....


at the moment...
i found my hands were shaking....
i scared that i will kill her because of my carelessness...
my heart stroked with helplessness....

i knew what i made the mistake is....
i knew i had to stop the bleed....
i knew the owner give her daughter to me to give her so much easy surgery...

thank GOD.....
thank Dr. Kun...
i made it through the surgery....